it’s okay (poem)
The normal happy girl steps
Into school
She waves and does her
Usual hellos
But as she is smiling her mask
Falls down
No don’t be silly
Not the masks that the school
Requires us to wear
But the mask that
Covers our sorrows and
Disguises our souls
She pulls it up quickly
No one cares
About the war that is raging
Inside of her
She sits in classes
Sometimes content
Sometimes numb
Without an ounce of golden happiness
Except for the remaining drop that
Codes her monochrome mask
Though she is surrounded by
Other people
She is
Alone
Groups form around her
With one main hypocritical goal
To talk about how much they hate
A girl that they know nothing about
These people are so sucked into
Their own bubble of selfishness
That their masks have slipped down
The girl sees
And holds her strength to keep
The war from billowing
Outside
The mask consumes her
Whole body as she grows
More numb by the day
Contentness is drowned with
The rains of sadness
As she silently weeps
In the bathroom stall
Like a grenade
Like a bursting dam
She is consumed and
gives up.
Everyday
Normal
People
Walk around her
Being consumed too
But no one will ever know
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Damon McMillan • Nov 5, 2021 at 11:05 am
Touching poem, tragic subject. To all in this situation: there ARE people who care and can help — parents, friends, counselors. Ask for help and keep asking, because as the poem so wonderfully shows, we often don’t know that you’re suffering until you tell us. Life can be hard, but it’s so worth it, and it gets better.
Candace • Nov 7, 2021 at 3:49 pm
Well said, hope all read your response, and know help is out there.